It’s been yet another month without a posting, I’m sorry to you dear reader, waiting for my gyno results was creating writers blocks, then when my appointment came and I did get my results back I couldn’t find the words to write. Damned either way with the inability to express myself! My Epilepsy hasn’t enjoyed the waiting game either with the added stress causing seizures and memory loss. Anyway I’ve had my test results back, as the inventive blog title suggests. I think this will be a very matter a fact blog post. Just get the results out there, acknowledge them in writing and then do another post about how I feel. Maybe. I’m rambling now. I don’t know where this post will go. So read if you dare, ok maybe not dare just be prepared for bad news, self pity and maybe more ramblings.