I’m Charlotte Hope aka @HopeEpiMum & @SaucyCHP on twitter. I am in my mid 20s and married. I live with an uncontrollable progressive (degenerative) type of Epilepsy that means I am unable to work. I also have ¬†PCOS (Poly Cystic Ovary Syndrome) and an Anxiety Disorder. Continue reading



I have recently discovered that I have been self sabotaging. It’s hard to admit this to myself and I’m not even sure if admitting it will make a difference at all. This post is quite hard to write so apologies if it isn’t very well written!

I really, really want to have children. I also want to experience pregnancy. Continue reading

Advert Sign?

I think it’s normal for people to look for and see signs when they’re trying to conceive. I am a firm believer in signs. I think that there are little things in the world that are there to help remind us of the positives that are all around. Though I am painfully aware that sometimes we can see what we want to see. Continue reading